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ok i have to say first off you never get over your first love but you get hurt then you learn to move on and your love changes but never ends...well i heard an ex of mine broke up with his girlfriend recently, well yeah im happy and not because i want him back but i dont but i consider him a friend of mine and if n e one hurts a friend of mine i get mad. but worst thing about it is he is so willing to hurt himself (like consider death) over this girl. and if he does it ill have to hurt her because that isnt cool. im not a violent girl but let me explain this girl to you....she is high mat. has him pay for everything then she cheated on him and told him after he spent tons of money on her. maybe i dont get it b/c im the exact opp. from her and i cant relate but i know when you have a guy who would give the world for you and who loves you and been in like a 9 mo relationship you dont cheat and lie, what happened to honesty on both peoples parts, you shouldnt have to lie when you go out or to a movie or whatever. i just wish this guy all the luck and God is with him whether he knows it or not, God has a plan for all of us and he puts us through hard times and we make it through them with Him. then it was my first day of school and it was awesome until 7th period which sucked so bad i seriously almost cried but i got transfered out only by the grace of God. all these people i wasnt good friends with i talked to all day, i dont know if that was because it was the first day but it was really fun. Charlie came back in town today and im happy now i have someone i can talk to who isnt a girl because i got in a huge fight with ryan and hes not my friend n e more since like fri. night sat morning and tony is at college and so is allen so i love the rest of the boys but im not as close with them, so its good to have a guy to talk to again.hopefully ill see him friday because this will be a long week and i need a break! well im off to head home but really to my ex if by chance he happens to read this....you can do better trust me, its not your fault i've even been cheated on except the guy had sex with some other girl, if you werent a good guy that song i told you to download wouldnt apply and it does so you'll be fine and if n e one of my frineds needs to talk to someone even if i dont like you all too much give me a call on my cell im here 24/7. i love you all and i hope your day was a good as mine!