when does it stop hurting
how can some leave the person they love after i gave everything i had, yet say they say they still love you....well do they still love you? i miss having someone to hold me and to love me, i miss holding someone and loving them...when someone takes all your love and says everything will be great and perfect then they decided they just arent ready and want to take it all back like it never happened many things go through your head...does he like someone else, am i not pretty enough, am i too fat, am i too serious, have i loved too much, WHAT DID I DO, WHATS WRONG WITH ME??? is there anything really wrong with me...i guess it is easier to blame myself for it all than to blame the person i put all my trust in and gave my love too....guess feeling like something is wrong with me is better than feeling stupid about being so blind to it all and for not being able to just get over it....he's fine and happy he just misses someone to lie next to at night, and then theres me....when does it stop hurting?