i just wanna scream
omg so i guess the big thing is myspace for those who cant get on facebook, im on it but just as a joke well anyway john is on it right well he says he drinks and he talks to this girl i have never heard of and Carlie is on it ugh i cant stand her and for him to be friends with a girl that f'ed him over like that pisses me off and she in general pisses me off, well john and i are still dating and he is talking about getting back together but why lie tho...i dont mind drinking hey i used to do it but dont sit there in front of me and tell me you dont drink anything but mikes and write on something that you do, so are you lieing to me or to others????? and he doesnt like me hanging or talking to exboyfriends but he is gonna talk to some girl i dont no, well lets think about this...we can tell it didnt work out between me and all my ex's thats why we arent still together and since we are broken up i dont have feelings like that for them they are just friends, but some random girl you never dated and you just suddenly talk to once youre "single" there could be feelings there....well im so pissed off and just sad about the whole thing, did he lie to me or not, sometimes i feel like he really means the things he tells me but other times i feel like he is just holding on to see if something better comes along and if not hes got me and if so he wont hesitate to drop me...thats so f'ed up...ugh im pissed all night now, i just want my old friends back and have things the way they used to at least i was happy with them and they loved me no matter what.......i saw fuller the other day, he told me hi but i dont no if he really wanted to or if he just did it so i wouldnt be upset, last i heard he hated me for ditching him for john but it was bad timing with things he was doing so whatever if he wants to hate me go ahead but i really just want to be friends with all them again, they are great people, i may not agree with things they do anyway got to go chill out, bye