May 18, 2007 01:30
I don't write enough. (And I'm not talking about on this dumb Livejournal.) I always think of things I should write about, but I'm always too busy to do so.
One of my friends inspired me to write a journal of memoirs. We were exchanging crazy stories and I seemed to have quite a few good ones.
I want to travel so badly. I went to a friend's house tonight for a get-together and watched their video from the HC London/Paris trip that I was too poor to attend (lol) and it made me want to go on a crazy trip. I know I shouldn't be complaining with as much traveling as I have been doing, but I need excitement. I need an event that will make a great memory. Like Senior trip. Or the magazine conference in Ft. Lauderdale. Or Austria. ESPECIALLY like Austria.
When I look back at all those crazy moments it makes me want to be a kid again. It makes me want to go out on an adventure with friends and do stupid stuff. I haven't laughed hard in a while, and I miss it. I mean, I always have an amazing time with my friends, but I just need a HARD, STUPID laugh.
Sometimes I think I can be TOO mature in a lot of ways.
Also, I hate drama. ESPECIALLY when someone else's gets in the way of some of YOUR friendships. *sigh* It's like your group gets over the honeymoon phase where everyone is willing to put up with each other's crap, but there comes a point where people start talking, getting annoyed, etc.
Growing up sucks.
Oh crap. Speaking of growing up, I have to get up in 4 hours to go to work.