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blah!! I hate when people are mean to me!
I was sitting in church with Scott, and we were about to sing a hymn. So I move closer to him and he moves far away from me. I took my hymn book and tried not to cry. I couldn't help it. The 3rd verse tears started down my face. I mean before church started we were having fun and even for the first hymn "something, something, something, Jesus is my friend" we were trying not to laugh. Then he just pushes me away. He hurt my feels. I just wish I didn't get my feelings hurt so easily. I mean I know he didn't think a thing of it. He's a guy and I guess he thinks my feelings are like his and he can joke around with me. But it hurts and he doesn't know how bad I feel. I wish I could talk to him about this. But ‘theres a wall’ lol I love that movie! Anyway I just needed to blow off some steam. I’ll be fine… I hope.
I was sitting in church with Scott, and we were about to sing a hymn. So I move closer to him and he moves far away from me. I took my hymn book and tried not to cry. I couldn't help it. The 3rd verse tears started down my face. I mean before church started we were having fun and even for the first hymn "something, something, something, Jesus is my friend" we were trying not to laugh. Then he just pushes me away. He hurt my feels. I just wish I didn't get my feelings hurt so easily. I mean I know he didn't think a thing of it. He's a guy and I guess he thinks my feelings are like his and he can joke around with me. But it hurts and he doesn't know how bad I feel. I wish I could talk to him about this. But ‘theres a wall’ lol I love that movie! Anyway I just needed to blow off some steam. I’ll be fine… I hope.