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So,
It's been quite a while.
I'm not sure where to start.
I miss my friends, a lot. It seems pretty clear to me that there are more important things to them than myself. I do have a lot of people who care about me, but it isn't quite the same. I am the one who disascosiated myself from them, so I shouldn't be upset. I can't help to be bitter though. They could have tried..
It has been nice seeing Elaine lately though. I like that our friendship is always the same, no matter how long we go without talking, we never hold it against each other. It's nice to have a friend that isn't stressful to be friends with. I hope we keep spending time together.
I have to work tomorrow, and I am not looking forward to it. It's so hard getting up in the morning. Feeling exhasted all the time is tough.
Speaking of exhaustion, I might not have lyme disease. I don't really know. Since may they haven't been able to figure out what was wrong with me. First the said it was lyme disease, so I went to another doctor for medication of some sort. She told me she didn't think I had lyme kdisease, because it didn't show up in the spinal tap. So I went back to the neurologist, and he said he thinls I have lyme disease. I don't know why it is so hard to figure out. 3 months is quite a bit of time. It sure has been fun though, giving blood and getting a spinal tap! They've finally put me on medication for me headaches, but it takes a month to work.
I have a lot more to say but I'm tired and don't give a shit.
It's been quite a while.
I'm not sure where to start.
I miss my friends, a lot. It seems pretty clear to me that there are more important things to them than myself. I do have a lot of people who care about me, but it isn't quite the same. I am the one who disascosiated myself from them, so I shouldn't be upset. I can't help to be bitter though. They could have tried..
It has been nice seeing Elaine lately though. I like that our friendship is always the same, no matter how long we go without talking, we never hold it against each other. It's nice to have a friend that isn't stressful to be friends with. I hope we keep spending time together.
I have to work tomorrow, and I am not looking forward to it. It's so hard getting up in the morning. Feeling exhasted all the time is tough.
Speaking of exhaustion, I might not have lyme disease. I don't really know. Since may they haven't been able to figure out what was wrong with me. First the said it was lyme disease, so I went to another doctor for medication of some sort. She told me she didn't think I had lyme kdisease, because it didn't show up in the spinal tap. So I went back to the neurologist, and he said he thinls I have lyme disease. I don't know why it is so hard to figure out. 3 months is quite a bit of time. It sure has been fun though, giving blood and getting a spinal tap! They've finally put me on medication for me headaches, but it takes a month to work.
I have a lot more to say but I'm tired and don't give a shit.