Old fashioned hamburgers

Sep 28, 2003 15:11

I am going to make a list.

1. The other day (friday night) Tori badgered me into going to the fair. I truly didn't want to go, at all. When you don't want to go somewhere, but you decided to go just to please someone, you have a terrible time, its just a well known fact. So I am about to leave or actually I am on my way to get dropped off at Tori's house and my dad said to me, "I don't think you should go, your going to have a bad time". Or something of the sort. So I decided not to go. I call up Tori and say that I'm not going to go. She tells me I am being a bad friend. How dare I not want to go somewhere. but no actually enough with the sarcasm, how dare she try to make me feel bad about not wanting to go. How dare she accuse me of being a bad friend because I didn't want to go to the fair! It is just beyond my comprehension why someone who didn't want to go the the fair is a terrible friend.

2. So as you see I have been doing nothing lately. Only because I choose to. It rarely bothers me and I find it somewhat relaxing. Sometimes its stressful to have friends and make plans. Tori also blamed my being antisocial on Pete. I'm not sure how that works but it isn't true. It isn't like I'm feeling bad for myself and staying in, or waiting by the phone for his calls, or anything remotely like that. That also is beyond me. But that is not my point. My point is that having so much time to myself causes me to think too much. A lot of the time I can reassure myself that it is my imagination getting the best of me. It's just sort of annoying having to do that all the time. Watching sappy movies doesn't help any either.

3. I think that in order to have a list you need 3 or more things. I don't actually have a third to write about so this is it. Thank you.
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