shadows on the wall

[holybuckets]

in silence i stay
locked in by what i can't control
i can't see
forever in the dark
all i want
all i have
hidden just away from my reach
mocking me
here i am
alone again
in this thing called life
a series of circumstances
that lead to ultimate certainty
that we all die
then why live life this way
day to day
wishing for something better
something just out of reach
live for now
but still i breath
alone
i am sick of being alone