Layers Deep [10.16.07]
I am a very tired person.
Take that as it sounds - the signs are starting to become quite apparent in my health and mood.
But I just can't rest. Knowing my grandma is dying, having spent a week with her..
The talks we had, the family secrets I've heard..
Sometimes there comes a point when too much is happening, and I'm too weak to act.
I try to hide when that happens.
I feel very beaten up right now.
Very weak.
And I'm hiding.
I'm sorry.
Take that as it sounds - the signs are starting to become quite apparent in my health and mood.
But I just can't rest. Knowing my grandma is dying, having spent a week with her..
The talks we had, the family secrets I've heard..
Sometimes there comes a point when too much is happening, and I'm too weak to act.
I try to hide when that happens.
I feel very beaten up right now.
Very weak.
And I'm hiding.
I'm sorry.