Perhaps I was wrong all along. All my life I placed my hatred towards God herself. I surely thought that she was to blame for my suffering. Why would a God of paradise make her chosen one suffer
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Private to Mulder//Unhackableholy_martyrJuly 10 2007, 07:25:53 UTC
Sometimes I often wonder why people fear death. During my seven years I continued to pray for death.
I guess you know by now that Heather is my future incarnation. During the immolation in my rage and rebellion I split my soul in half. One half stayed inside of me, while the other became an infant girl that Harry adopted.
Her and merged again hours before I was pulled here.
I still have no idea how Heather can be my future incarnation though.
The funny thing is, during my studies the teachers would tell us that one thing kept this religion from being a downright cult. We did not set our worship on the religious leaders.
I'm so sorry.
((ooc: Strikes to Mulder. Yep she read his strikes.))
Re: Private to Mulder//Unhackablem1jac0ge0July 10 2007, 08:10:21 UTC
Far too full of people for such a small area. They had beings who claimed to be gods, but were utterly petty, anal things that cast curses on the citizens every few days.
A few of the curses were clever enough, but most of them were pointless.
Re: Private to Mulder//Unhackablem1jac0ge0July 10 2007, 08:20:03 UTC
Less a form of control than as a way to allieviate boredom, I think.
Of course, periodically they'd post messages- they had things like this network, of course- about how helpless we all were, and how no one could ever leave, blah blah...
Xuchilbara had no real power over anyone. I think he thought he did. but one by one all of his followers went away. Well, except a woman named Alessa who, by my understanding was no relation to you.
He had a real hold over Vincent for a time. I mean, the guy's a jerk- Vincent, I mean, although come to think of it Xuchilbara is too- but he'd leave there running terrified.
I put him up a few times, but he usually went back.
Re: Private to Mulder//Unhackableholy_martyrJuly 10 2007, 08:25:24 UTC
This all sounds very strange. Do you...there's another deity I was taught about. Named something like Lobsel Vith? In our teachings they said that Xuchilbara and Lobsel Vith were almost equal to God.
I'm starting to wonder if this Xuchilbara you met in the nameless city is the real one. Often times demons pretend to be our Gods.
I guess you know by now that Heather is my future incarnation. During the immolation in my rage and rebellion I split my soul in half. One half stayed inside of me, while the other became an infant girl that Harry adopted.
Her and merged again hours before I was pulled here.
I still have no idea how Heather can be my future incarnation though.
The funny thing is, during my studies the teachers would tell us that one thing kept this religion from being a downright cult. We did not set our worship on the religious leaders.
I'm so sorry.
((ooc: Strikes to Mulder. Yep she read his strikes.))
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He seemed to be working for some kind of cult leader status in the nameless City.
I wanted to take him down, but he was too powerful for me.
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Alot of you talk about this nameless City. What was it like?
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They had beings who claimed to be gods, but were utterly petty, anal things that cast curses on the citizens every few days.
A few of the curses were clever enough, but most of them were pointless.
Still, I met Juno there, so it can't be all bad.
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That's nice enough, I'm happy for you.
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Of course, periodically they'd post messages- they had things like this network, of course- about how helpless we all were, and how no one could ever leave, blah blah...
Xuchilbara had no real power over anyone. I think he thought he did. but one by one all of his followers went away. Well, except a woman named Alessa who, by my understanding was no relation to you.
He had a real hold over Vincent for a time. I mean, the guy's a jerk- Vincent, I mean, although come to think of it Xuchilbara is too- but he'd leave there running terrified.
I put him up a few times, but he usually went back.
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I'm starting to wonder if this Xuchilbara you met in the nameless city is the real one. Often times demons pretend to be our Gods.
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