Star light, Star bright
I am an angel, I can use my powers to move myself and others from place to place. Even though I am still in Jimmy's body, he remains asleep. This vessel does not need food, nor water, nor rest. I can travel from one side of the globe to another in mere seconds, I am able to heal my wounds quickly.
It has been weeks since I rebelled against heaven, my powers are dropping considerably. I no longer hear the voices of my brothers and sisters.
Because I am able to survive with no sleep, I spend my nights alone. Thinking. About this. Tonight I was in an flower field in Kansas, watching all of my father stars burning brightly in the sky when I realized something.
I am alone.
I have no family to turn to any longer. No one could possibly understand what I am going through, and the only person who might have I betrayed. The search for my father is taking its toll, and I pray every night for forgiveness. Forgiveness for doubt, for betrayal, for failure. However most of all I pray for this planet, I pray that the decisions I make will in fact save the world.
I pray that my trust in Dean Winchester will be justified.
It has been weeks since I rebelled against heaven, my powers are dropping considerably. I no longer hear the voices of my brothers and sisters.
Because I am able to survive with no sleep, I spend my nights alone. Thinking. About this. Tonight I was in an flower field in Kansas, watching all of my father stars burning brightly in the sky when I realized something.
I am alone.
I have no family to turn to any longer. No one could possibly understand what I am going through, and the only person who might have I betrayed. The search for my father is taking its toll, and I pray every night for forgiveness. Forgiveness for doubt, for betrayal, for failure. However most of all I pray for this planet, I pray that the decisions I make will in fact save the world.
I pray that my trust in Dean Winchester will be justified.