Oct 22, 2012 09:41
Romney/Ryan were here at the Band Shell. I wanted to go, but I couldn't. But my brother did.
To boo and heckle!
The more I listen to him the more I dislike him. Because he really can barely disguise his discomfort and disgust with people below his class. And since he's a millionaire, that's most people. I'm so so so scared he will win. Bad news.
I'm actively looking for a job. I've been pretty depressed lately (what else is new?) and with the holidays coming up I will be even more in the dumps if I don't have some sort of income to help contribute and also to be able to buy presents for my kids and hubby. It's not the same to get my husband a Christmas gift with money that he gives me! I know, what's mine is yours and all that, and he doesn't care. But I do. I can't feel satisfied with myself if I'm not contributing somehow. So I want a job. The other jobs I had, while I liked most of them, just weren't working out for me. Childcare wise. I've had the idea before but now I'm really looking to get into a third shift position. There are tons of hotels that need people overnight and also restaurants that are open 24/7 that I could do. Johnny says no to gas stations.
My only problem really is doing something with my girls while I go apply. I can't bring my kids while I turn in an application or interview! hahah
People are probably like why don't I just call a babysitter? Well I don't know any. I don't have any friends to ask. I would be nervous leaving them with someone they (and I) don't know. They've only ever been watched by family before. Plus babysitters are really expensive!
So anyway. I guess I'll go today and apply at WalMart... I think third shift does stocking and stuff? John said Denny's but I'm resisting that one - I don't know if I could handle all the drunk and stoned kids in Denny's at 3am. That's a last resort.
I'd most like the night auditor at a hotel. Hopefully I can get in somewhere. There's a few new ones that have opened up not far from our house. That would be best!
Ideally I'd like 10-6a or 11-7a but I'm not too choosy. Whatever. Midnight to 8 would be the worst, cuz Johnny is out of the house at 8 a lot and Lily's got school at 8:30!
Not feeling so hot today.
depressed,
money,
jobs,
work