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I have to get away from Facebook forever. It is so stupid! I don't know why I even went back.. I guess only because I had so many event invitations from friends and wanted to check out the info and stuff.
But I'm thinking of seriously just being done with it forever.
I posted on my friend's wall about her Halloween party, asking her for the address, and maybe to ride together.
Some guy I don't even know wrote "that girl can come with me if she needs a ride! ;)"
and Johnny doesn't have a facebook but a lot of his friends and family and both his sisters do, so he sees stuff, I guess. I don't know. Maybe he's got my password and checks up on me.
I don't care if he did, because I have nothing to hide.
But now he's all crazy jealous and mad at me because this Halloween party is my 'number one priority'
uhhhh what? I have stopped mentioning it to him after he refused to go a thousand times. It's definitely not my first priority, but it IS something I've been excited about. I love halloween. I actually have a costume and a babysitter and the chance to go to a fun party with lots of other people who like halloween.
he's all in a snit about it.
I said ok, I won't go. But then he's like, Just go!
you know, in the way you say it when you don't really want them to go! haha
I know because I have said that a bunch of times to him when he used to want to go bar hopping a lot.
So, I'm not going to go. I don't need a stupid thing like that to cause problems for me.
I love Johnny and I will give up everything that makes me happy for him.
Although if he loved me too he wouldn't ask me to.
He thinks it's not fair for me to go anywhere because I would get upset when he would.
But only because I was scared to death he would kill himself in a car accident, or not come home until 5am. Completely different. Well, he doesn't do that anymore and maybe he resents me for it.
If he wants to go somewhere with friends, I don't care! I tell him he doesn't need to ask my permission. I'm not his mother! I honestly don't mind. As long as he is not doing unreasonable things. Is that a crazy thing to ask? I don't know.
I'm so tired of these asinine problems. They are so juvenile. I am too old for this bullcrap. ugh. So frustrated!
In better news, I'm losing weight! yay! I have to lose at LEAST 10 more pounds before the big family christmas party, I can do it! I think I'm ok now, but I would be so pleased with myself if I was a little slimmer.