i'm sleeping in my bed with your silhouette.
this week has sucked majorly. the end of the marking period brings deadlines and due dates and thus ridiculous amounts of stress and ridiculously small amounts of sleep. to top off a horrible week at school, i can no longer go to the john mayer concert tonight because i can't get anyone to work for me. i wanted to go so incredibly bad too... im so sad. tonight at work is gonna be the worst night ever. while everyones out doing something fun ill be stuck making overpriced coffee and pretending to be happy for 5 hours. fuck that. im sick of being responsible. i dont know why i decided to voluntarily subject myself to this. i shouldve realized that between school, clubs, and work i would be completely overburdened. i guess ive just always been able to pull it off, but now its getting harder by the day. i feel like shit all the time cause i never sleep and im always super stressed out and my grades are suffering big time. it made me feel a little better talking to rj last night, but not nearly as good as it would have been to have him here with me. i miss him so much. i want someone to hold me and kiss me and tell me that everythings gonna be alright.
off to work. ugh.
off to work. ugh.