Get your dreams just right... and let them slip away.
I worked tonight... I love working with Aly she's so much fun. We manage to get shit done and still have time to chill.
I had a visitor... he shared with me some interesting information. He basically confirmed all my suspicions about this whole situation with these stupid people that I have been dealing with for the past month or so. I knew it was true all along, but he put a story behind everything. All this drama... all these problems it has caused... was no fault of my own. So fucked up... my ex-"friends" completely let me take the fall for supposedly making up and spreading a "rumor" that was 100% true... and I didn't even tell anyone! Not to mention lied to people that they supposedly care about very much. I don't get it.. but then again I guess I'm not really supposed to. People don't make sense. They do things that are so irrational and so immoral. I learned who my true friends are, but it would have been a little nicer to learn that without having to deal with all this bullshit. There are people who hate me that don't even know me over this situation... and no one knows the whole story. It's frustrating. Oh well... fuck it. I've wasted enough of my time and energy on these stupid people. I have more important things to think about at the moment.
This is the last I will write about this whole thing. I'm sure you're as sick of hearing about it as I am of thinking about it.
- CP
I had a visitor... he shared with me some interesting information. He basically confirmed all my suspicions about this whole situation with these stupid people that I have been dealing with for the past month or so. I knew it was true all along, but he put a story behind everything. All this drama... all these problems it has caused... was no fault of my own. So fucked up... my ex-"friends" completely let me take the fall for supposedly making up and spreading a "rumor" that was 100% true... and I didn't even tell anyone! Not to mention lied to people that they supposedly care about very much. I don't get it.. but then again I guess I'm not really supposed to. People don't make sense. They do things that are so irrational and so immoral. I learned who my true friends are, but it would have been a little nicer to learn that without having to deal with all this bullshit. There are people who hate me that don't even know me over this situation... and no one knows the whole story. It's frustrating. Oh well... fuck it. I've wasted enough of my time and energy on these stupid people. I have more important things to think about at the moment.
This is the last I will write about this whole thing. I'm sure you're as sick of hearing about it as I am of thinking about it.
- CP