searching...
well lately i've been pondering myself on whether if things will be different in the nearby future with college or things will stay basically the same... the things i'm relating to is...happiness... and women... will i find both in this "new world" where it's stated that "there's someone there for u" ... well i feel it's bullshit... until i see it...everyone who tells me that can go jump in a lake for a care lol because the way i see it is i must be so unattractive...must be doin somethin so wrong in my life for it to be like this now... so i've come to the conclusion that starting this saturday i will be changing myself... and by this time next year i wanna be so ripped... so lean... that no one will know me... and then just then i might get a look... doubt it... but i figure it will help me release this frustration...and depression from me... al due to good old love... i once read a quote from someone and it goes like this..."LOVE IS LIFE, AND IF U MISS LOVE, U MISS LIFE"... well this is very true....but who would know bout that unless u r like me... if u rn't i don't understand why u'd even bother to have that in your profile... so with that i'd like to say... with this new challenge i've brought into my life i hope it changes things for me... i know what else do i got to lose b/c right now nothin in this world could give 2 shits bout me... or even look at me...so i say well in the future... u look at me... it better be with respect... other than screw it... if i wasn't good enough for u then... and in the future i am... then y couldn't u just say that's all that was a wrong with me... but o well it comes back down to the fuckin "image" thing... so fuck everyone who lives by it...
fuck it... i'm out can't take this shit anymore... leave it
fuck it... i'm out can't take this shit anymore... leave it