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[holterwalker]

so, I'm watching the gay man version of next, the guys in the bus are soooo catty. I mean... wow. "I saw those pants on Hilary Duff and she had a bigger bulge in the front." well, anyway... I'm in wyoming as many of you may have noticed by my lack of presence in minnesota. there was a cute asian guy.... am I turning into a rice queen? hello add, my name is heidi and I do not have a wacked out grill. the girl thats on called the asian guy cheesy after he gave her a complement.... and shes the one who says "I don't believe in pre-marital sex, but I do believe in pre-marital next" and "when it comes to guys this cheesy, I'm lactose intolerant." Is it sad that watching MTV has become the height of my social life? its been a week and I already cry myself to sleep every night. I talked to my aunt about it and I have to figure out if I'm going home soon. I miss dancing and people and everything. although there are popsicles here...and...popsicles. now its the lipstick lesbian episode......oh god I need a life. I'm not outdoorsy enough for this place, I like cubbing and shopping and art...and ludacris is cute.

I'm gonna go get a popsicle. I'm so tired of spending all day pretending to have a smile on my face