Feb 06, 2005 18:28
well this has been one long depressing weekend. every day is a new reason to live and die. im so sick of everyone bringing up aislinn i dont care im over her im not a part of her life anymore. any feelings left were crushed after i found out about hte whole fucking whirlow in a week thing but i wont say anything bad about her cause thats not me. well today i was just lonely i wish someone was there to hold me but alas i again walk the path of alone but nothing can be done about it so i was happy today cause i saw ems mom at the gas station she gave me a chocalate bear holding a heart. dude ems mom wants me. call emily lil huggy since im her new daddy. hmm i beat the hell outta my dad while he was driving cause that cigaro song by system of a down came on i turned it up to the point of ears getting ready to bleed and started headbanging and throwing punches. i spet the nght at tys last night we played half life a lot but that game kicks ass. the night before was great and shitty at the same time i was really depressed but the bands rocked and i stayed at joshs fun fun so now i gotta watch the superbowl FUCK YEAH GO PHILLY im such a guy.... comment if you love me