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i swear to god im going to have pictures soon. just as soon as i figure out my new camera that my mother tried to buy my love with. she spent $2000 on me for my birthday, sorry but thats not going to make up for all the shit youve put me through my entire life by telling me i should have been aborted and everything.
anywaaaaaays, i got a raise. i now make $8.20 an hour which is fucking amazing. too bad i dont really do anything at work to even deserve pay. i dont feel that im really deserving of anything. my dreams have just been teasing me lately, i wake up and believe that i really am back with josiah. in reality, i have come to terms with the fact that it will never happen, not after how we destroyed all ties. :[
i tend to just smoke all day long. not weed, well yes weed, but more just like cigarettes. im not content unless something is in my hands whether it be a bottle, a joint, or a cigarette. my friends just feed my habit. never in my life have i had to buy pot, tony always has it.
i got a kitten. well, i stole a kitten from dannys aunts when we were at her 4th of july party. shes all grey and i named her beetlejuice and everyone loves her but she never stops running around. everyone but the other cats love her. they feel dejected.
she makes me want to be a kitty.
tomorrow i am apparently getting my lip pierced. the end.
anywaaaaaays, i got a raise. i now make $8.20 an hour which is fucking amazing. too bad i dont really do anything at work to even deserve pay. i dont feel that im really deserving of anything. my dreams have just been teasing me lately, i wake up and believe that i really am back with josiah. in reality, i have come to terms with the fact that it will never happen, not after how we destroyed all ties. :[
i tend to just smoke all day long. not weed, well yes weed, but more just like cigarettes. im not content unless something is in my hands whether it be a bottle, a joint, or a cigarette. my friends just feed my habit. never in my life have i had to buy pot, tony always has it.
i got a kitten. well, i stole a kitten from dannys aunts when we were at her 4th of july party. shes all grey and i named her beetlejuice and everyone loves her but she never stops running around. everyone but the other cats love her. they feel dejected.
she makes me want to be a kitty.
tomorrow i am apparently getting my lip pierced. the end.