hair dye, a book of my lie, and my feelings.....*sigh*
~my hair is now fushia......kinda like the top is(and we stop caring)
~im workin on my tackle purse(joy joy)
~justin came over today....and so did jerry and bo i had fun...hope you did to justin!!! i did cept the whole jerry pushed cassandra in the pool thing.....i was so cold!!!
~ive been thinkin(bad i know) and i think im going to start a little story.....only for me..about my past a sort of purging for me i suppose...i kind of already started just a bit...last night...writing = purging to me..
~im getting my glasses finally in a couple of weeks!!!
~i wish i possesed some form of musical talent...i dont
nothing incredible or absolutly horrific is going on at all.....im kind of bored with myself...i dont know.....i complicate my feelings more than i should......thats me...i want happiness.....but happiness scares me!
~<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>~
(has nothing to do with my feelings right now)
Crushing my skull
leaking the pain from my brain
grabbing the blade dull
your "love" driving me insane
it seems that theres only one way to end this
on simple step to my eternal bliss
concentrating, contemplating i know this isnt the way to end
but it seems to be the only way to mend
god i wish i had talent or was at least almost good at something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lmfao but im not
~im workin on my tackle purse(joy joy)
~justin came over today....and so did jerry and bo i had fun...hope you did to justin!!! i did cept the whole jerry pushed cassandra in the pool thing.....i was so cold!!!
~ive been thinkin(bad i know) and i think im going to start a little story.....only for me..about my past a sort of purging for me i suppose...i kind of already started just a bit...last night...writing = purging to me..
~im getting my glasses finally in a couple of weeks!!!
~i wish i possesed some form of musical talent...i dont
nothing incredible or absolutly horrific is going on at all.....im kind of bored with myself...i dont know.....i complicate my feelings more than i should......thats me...i want happiness.....but happiness scares me!
~<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>~
(has nothing to do with my feelings right now)
Crushing my skull
leaking the pain from my brain
grabbing the blade dull
your "love" driving me insane
it seems that theres only one way to end this
on simple step to my eternal bliss
concentrating, contemplating i know this isnt the way to end
but it seems to be the only way to mend
god i wish i had talent or was at least almost good at something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lmfao but im not