blah blah blah......... thats what it all sounds like
just another day... they say take it day by day....but why does it seem to feel longer that way? its only been two days since schools been out..... and yet i feel like ive already lost everthing..including what was left of my sanity! and i just realized i put alot of ..dots.. dont i? lol well tonight (actually around 1 this morning)i talked to carpenter and the prob is he likes me and i dont like him like that...and we talked and i know he didnt mean to but he made me feel guilty and like shit for not liking him..... okay my heart is broken, pulverized, blown into smitherings how am i supposed to be like "okay i see you as a friend, im in excrutiating pain, ya wanna go out?" im sorry i cant do that! i mean nothings too terribly wrong in my life right now..... but nothing in my life right now is making me happy... whats a girl to do??? "your coffin or mine" lol(the i know not funny this sucks donkey balls laugh)im goin to the doctor in a week or two to make sure everythings alright upstairs ya know...lol. maybe ikes right maybe i am bipolar! lol i wished that was funny... anywho i have nothing better to do so im gonna write lyrics. so i can give you a fair warning so you can skip over them if you want... thanks all i HEART you.....its funny how a heart is tow tear drops turned upside down.
As I Lay Dying
"collision"
can you understand my meaning hidden in the roses around my eyes/ i want you to know how much it means to have you in my life/ your love brings me close again in this instance when our woulds collide/ the wire of eternity twists around us/ i can feel the river rising, moving up my back/ some things never change/ some things never go away/ i could never forget you/ and ill never be the same.
AS ALWAYS,
MUCH LOVE
As I Lay Dying
"collision"
can you understand my meaning hidden in the roses around my eyes/ i want you to know how much it means to have you in my life/ your love brings me close again in this instance when our woulds collide/ the wire of eternity twists around us/ i can feel the river rising, moving up my back/ some things never change/ some things never go away/ i could never forget you/ and ill never be the same.
AS ALWAYS,
MUCH LOVE