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[holo_roze]

words?
words are useless.
they are empty.
what to do what to do?
thankful for the ones i have.
pissed at the one i lost.
miss me darling?
you could never miss anyone but yourself.
life is so damn pathetic.
high school drama.
topped off with drama of the lame ass people you want nothing to do with anymore.
i feel sorry,
not sorry,
no i do,
only for some.
i want to make the some feel invincible.
i want the others to crumble at my feet.
but eh im just a silly girl with silly hopes,
silly dreams that i know wont be anything more.
happy at life.
happy to see the rain, to feel the thunder.
i pray not to see the mocking sun tomorrow.
my friends,
my real true friends not the backstabbing self centered ones,
but the ones who accept me for my flaws not despite them,
thank you for your hearts and your patience.
i adore you all.
the rest,
if you dont have nothing nice to say dont say anything at all.

now let me "fucking cry about it"