Jun 07, 2005 11:37
So this morning I had messages in myspace... and one was from this really cute guy... and this is what he sent me... you are certainly hot.
you in tucson for the summer?
do you party?
what are you up to today?
Do you have aol or aim so we could talk?
Whats your sn?
=)
So anyways I sent him my AIM... and we started talking and it was cool... I guess he just moved here from Cali and then he was all are your parents home... And I told him that my mom was coming home in a few hours and he's all we have time... So all he wanted was sex... and he told me that... and I told him that he had only been talking to me for like 5 min.. and I told him that he should come hang out at one of Trev's partys... and he said no... Cause you arent a sure thing... And all i really want is to get laid...
What a jackass... I emailed to to Trev like freaking out... What a sleez bag... then I called Kris and I was all Kris this creepy guy just tryied to get me in bed... So that wasent a very good start to a morning...
On another subject... there is drama going on in the world of... Shannin, Justin, Kris, Ashley, Trevor, Missy, and all of the group... and it is really retarted and I just really want it to all stop.. I dont get why everyone has to lie about everything... But whatever...
Justin has really changed... and I really dont like it... things have just been really wierd... and he sent me a letter appologizing... but now theres all this other drama with Trev and Kris... so I dont know whats going on.... But i dont want antything to do with all of this...
I really want to graduate and get away from all this crap... But i know things will work out the way it is meant to be... I just dont know if I wanna keep hanging with them...
These past few months have been amazing and fun! and I wouldnt change it for a thing... but I just dont think this is where i am soposed to be... Trev told me Justin is around me bacause I am not like all the sluts they hang out with... But I just dont know if i want to keep this party girl Shannin... It's fun... But i am really confussed...
But Trev is soposed to come over and talk to me today about everything... I guess it's not fair to blow Justin off especially after everything he has told me... and yesterday he told me that he knows I am the one girl that will be there for him... But i just dont know...
Why is life so confussing?? Well I am gonna go and get ready and then talk to Trev... and then I think i am go to Justin's and talk to him...
Shannin*