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[hollywoods_baby]

i think that since i left...everyone has left me. they all booted me out of the club. so i still feel neglected. that hasn't changed. although, i've re-read kat's last entry several times and each time i just start to feel bad. i'm really worried about her. is that actually possible? to care about someone you've never even met? well it must be cuz i care a lot about Kat and Amy. k...i just need to calm down. it's really starting to freak me out. like since i left the entire world is falling apart. it's all my fault. j/k...i know it's not. but i would have much rather been at home taking care of everyone as best i can online than being bored outta my mind and annoyed to the pits...grrrr, my brother is odd. that is all i'll say about that. anyways....on to something very puzzling: one of Marc's friends had taken marc's cell and called me while i was down in florida. and joking around he was like "i want to lick you" and i just laughed. and then he (his name is Lance) was like "so when are we going on a date? marc won't know a thing" and seeing as to how they all like to joke around with me, cuz i'm "Marc's WIFE," i thought he was kidding....well his called me 6 times in the past 2 days and wanted me to go party with him...uuuuuhhhhh yea. i'm debating if i should tell marc about it. i dunno. maybe it's just one big fat joke. i hope it is. dunno....

all i do know is that i'm confused beyond being confused and someone had better update something really soon before i flip out and land in the looney bin.

p.s. it's my mommy's birthday....*snickers*.....she's 45!