Fuq u
I know today wasn't extremely miserable. I don't think I can even call this a BAD day. There's just little things I wish could've been different.
I hate it when work is too busy and I can't really interact with Miguel. And idk, I think I'm starting to expect more from him now, which is what always happens when you develop feelings for someone. You want the same attitude/feeling from that one extremely magical day. You want it everyday, but that's just not realistic. I know this, but I keep expecting MORE. UGH WHAT'S WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEE
I think I'm just gonna make the move when every thing's right, because I can't handle this shit any more. lol I'M OVERTHINKING SHIT MAN WHO CARES. WE'LL HANG OUT AND WHATEVER HAPPENS HAPPENS WHO FUCKING CARES THE END.
AND THEN, I'm on my break and I saw I had a message from Brian SAYING, "Sup homewrecker, you made my girlfriend jelly. Lol" I'M STILL AFFECTING HIS ROMANTIC LYFE WTF AND I AIN'T EVEN DOING SHIT lol
AND THENNNN, I come home and Red pisses me off cuz I messaged him I'm home and I'm knocking on the door to my room and he doesn't open it. LIKE HE'S MESSAGING ME WHILE IM TELLING HIM I'M HOME AND HE DOESN'T GET THE IDEA TO OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR ?!?!?!?!!??
AND THENNNNNNNNNNNNN, HE HAS THE NERVE TO TELL ME THAT I SHOULD START GOING OUT TO CLUBS CUZ HE'S GONNA BE IN OXNARD (WTF?!?!). LIKE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY? U TRYNA TELL ME TO GO OUT AND FIND MORE DICK AND LEAVE YO AZZ???? CUZ I WILL MOTHA FUCKA
I'M DONE
THE ONLY THING MAKING THIS DAY BETTER IS THIS NEW PRODIGY ALBUM THANK SATAN
I hate it when work is too busy and I can't really interact with Miguel. And idk, I think I'm starting to expect more from him now, which is what always happens when you develop feelings for someone. You want the same attitude/feeling from that one extremely magical day. You want it everyday, but that's just not realistic. I know this, but I keep expecting MORE. UGH WHAT'S WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEE
I think I'm just gonna make the move when every thing's right, because I can't handle this shit any more. lol I'M OVERTHINKING SHIT MAN WHO CARES. WE'LL HANG OUT AND WHATEVER HAPPENS HAPPENS WHO FUCKING CARES THE END.
AND THEN, I'm on my break and I saw I had a message from Brian SAYING, "Sup homewrecker, you made my girlfriend jelly. Lol" I'M STILL AFFECTING HIS ROMANTIC LYFE WTF AND I AIN'T EVEN DOING SHIT lol
AND THENNNN, I come home and Red pisses me off cuz I messaged him I'm home and I'm knocking on the door to my room and he doesn't open it. LIKE HE'S MESSAGING ME WHILE IM TELLING HIM I'M HOME AND HE DOESN'T GET THE IDEA TO OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR ?!?!?!?!!??
AND THENNNNNNNNNNNNN, HE HAS THE NERVE TO TELL ME THAT I SHOULD START GOING OUT TO CLUBS CUZ HE'S GONNA BE IN OXNARD (WTF?!?!). LIKE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY? U TRYNA TELL ME TO GO OUT AND FIND MORE DICK AND LEAVE YO AZZ???? CUZ I WILL MOTHA FUCKA
I'M DONE
THE ONLY THING MAKING THIS DAY BETTER IS THIS NEW PRODIGY ALBUM THANK SATAN