"Look to the stars, let hope burn in your eyes"

[hollywoodchick3]

after months of preparing, nothing could have truly helped me for this. she left today. gone. not to return for a long time. and i miss her already. theres going to be no one here where i can just walk into their house, anytime, day or night, just because i felt like it. no one to trust unconditionally. dont get me wrong, i love my other friends and i trust them, but she was not just my friend, but my sister, my love, my soul mate. i was lucky to have a best friend like her.

and i cant stop crying