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So only a few more days until Christmas...I can't tell you how excited I am.
You know when you realize something about yourself that you don't like and decide you want to change it? Well yesterday was one of those days. I realized how selfish I can be sometimes and whats its done to the people I care about at one time or another. Definitely have to work on it.
Can you remember everything you got from Santa ever since you were little? My sister and I were trying and we can remember almost every year. Haha I can also remember always picking out my favorite pair of jamies at the time and wearing those to bed on Christmas eve so that I would look awesome in Christmas morning pictures..haha yeap, thats me.
I still have a tiny bit of Christmas shopping to do...oh momma would not be proud if she knew that lol. My moms always taught me to get it all done before December. She's been done since around Thanksgiving.
I wish I wasn't so lazy. I need another job because I don't like mine and everytime I go in I end up in a bad mood. I might have to wake up at 4:30 am on Christmas Eve to go to work, what bullshit. I most definitely should have turned my two weeks in two weeks ago. Oh well, I can stick it out I guess.
Well I got to hang out with some of my West Meck friends the other night! It was alot of fun! We went to Sports Page where we saw Emily too. Then we came back to my apartment and got drunk and played sharades(sp?). It was so much fun. I was pretty drunk and I had trouble acting things out because I would laugh so hard I would just fall on the floor. haha. It was great seeing everyone.
My mom bought a gingerbread house for Dev and I to make. It'll be fun.
Yesterday my mom bought me Mr and Mrs Smith. I watched it last night when Dev had to go to work. It was actually a really good movie. When it came out in theaters I was boycotting because of it breaking up Ben and Jen's marriage. Then I was watching the movie last night and I think my views were affected..haha. I just realized that if it makes Brad happier to be with Angelina then he should be because otherwise he would be unhappy with Jen and that would make Jen unhappy too. Um yeah..anyway.
When people say that you gain weight when you quit smoking, they're not joking. I am not making any new years resolutions because I never keep them and I get disappointed in myself so this year I am not making any. I'll just do things to do things, not because it's my new years resolution. For example, eating out less and going to the gym.
I am excited to start going to CCHS, but I am nervous too. I won't know annnnnnnnnyone, but hey, it's a fresh start. No one knows me so I can make a whole new impression then on the people who I have know since elementary, middle, or high school.
Yesterday I also realized that sometimes I am in too much of a hurry to grow up and that I need to just enjoy the ride a little more.
I wish I could be more of my old bubbly self. I can see it starting to come out.
Alright, time to check my grades. So far I have made an A in Advanced English, a B in pre cal and a C in Visual Arts. I am upset about the C, but can't be too upset because I didn't really go to class..lol.
Have a great day!
xoxo