Oct 22, 2004 15:16
I got a letter from Ray he loves me and he wants to steal me away from Jack!!!
THAT is going to be an interesting story that will unfold. But it wont happen for a few years sorry guys.
Anyway Jack and I are still going well, but Ive been giggling like a skool girl since I heard from Ray. He's like that perfect guy that every girl wants to be with but they cant have. Ive never had any doubt that Ray was perfect for me, however I never expected us to EVER get together. And I dont really expect that now, although I do have very deep feelings for him....and now he says he loves me but what the fuck is the deal with cynthia if he loves me so much? Fuck it...
so I'm at skool I just made some ourchases and toke care of some business. Work sucks! but by the end of the day it wasnt so bad. We got in playboy bunny costumes in last night and I will be purchasing one for my own....personal use. HAHA! But seriously, we all tried on costumes in the back and it was pretty fun, overall once the night set in and everybody stopped being such a tight ass, it wasnt so bad. AND this guy nick gave me his number and asked for mine and he wants to take me out to a Halloween party on saturday....jana says I shouldnt go, but I think I'm going to anyway....he's 23 and he isnt very attractive but he's cute and I think it could be an (innocent) good time. Just somebody to pass the time you know? No relationship or any shit like that. Anyway this entry is getting long and now I doubt anybody will read it but comment if you did and tell me what you think of my pathetic life! <3
-Jane