I have no idea who will read this.&i don't care. i need to vent.

Aug 21, 2005 02:00

ok.
i am so frickin confused.
I have no idea what im doing.
i have no idea what is going on.
i really would love to talk to my best friends about everything
but one is asleep in my bed&the other is in delaware [p.s. its time to come back.]
so.
basically, i am loving summer.
&im amped as fuck to be going to high school.
but
IM SO CONFUSED.
im not really sure fully about what.
well maybe i am.
but i can't admit it!
NOT EVEN TO MYSELF.
oh god.
i've said to much already.
hmm.
i am loving loving loving acoustic songs right about now. :]
i am pretty much happy right about now.
and being confused...
about things...
makes me really happy.
becuase i have sdomething to totally have to deal with.
and it makes it fun.
i miss my best friends.
my best friends who aren't going to the same high school as me anymore.
but i don't mind. because we'll still be close.
im not in love.
i love,
but im not in love.
LOVE is so thrown around.
if you think this entry is confusing and all over the place.
my brain is racking up this things ten times worse.
these guys i know ROCKmyWORLD.
i so want them.
there's like 3 or 6 or a lot of them.
i dunno.
it's 2 AM.
Me&ash went to magic today,
wtf.
ahahaahah
galleria was kidna fun.
i miss juliet.
and davey.
and lucia
and navaz
and steffy nose.
and everyone else.
aw i lvoe this song.
i want things to be great,
or even better.
it doesn't make sense.
but
i want it to be ME
hmm.
but
I AM FUCKING HAPPY.
AND EXCITED.
AND FUN.
AND AHHHHHHH
I love life.

i really want a boy.

ugh. ♥

oh ya.
i decided.
Me&my friends.
ya
we're fucking invincible.<3
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