WOW it's been too long!
So I haven't updated this in 160 days it says. I personally think it has been longer than that. Well I was going through my old posts and reminiscing m/s of old times. It crazy to think how much time goes by fast. Well if any of of you are wondering the "the one" Tommy and me broke up about 2 years ago. That is another story. I could write a book about it. Lets just say we ended on bad terms and the kid damaged me. But I'm great now! Couldn't be happier. But i've decided to come back to live journal because I have started a whole new life and I have all these different thoughts in my head and I want to write them down. I just moved four hours away from my home to go to school here in Carbondale. It's where I have always wanted to go. I know no one here so that kinda sucks! Other than that I love my classes and the campus. Here I am offer way more opportunies that will help me later down the road with my career. I'm really starting to get home sick though. It is a friday night and I am siting in my dorm by myself. Yes I know this is only my second week here but still it sucks. Most of all my friends are back at home. I had so many friends at my other college. There was always something to do. And my job back at home - LOVED IT! I had it made there. My job now is alright. Maybe once I get to know people better I will like it there more. I'm just really excited to get back home, to my bed, my dogs, my friends, myjob.
My love life- is great! I'm talking to this who is one of the most amazing people I will ever know. He is such a god person and I am totally crazy about him! We are taking things slow but he is somone I definitely want to date. Like it crazy that I like him this much and we are not even dating. Besides school he is my main focus. He's all i ever think about. I get butterflies. I never thought I would ever be able to have strong feelings for someone like this after Tom. Everything happens for a reason I guess. It just crazy to think about me and Tom and how close we use to be. Like I wanted to get married to this kid. I thought he was the one for me. It took me a really long time to realize he's not and that I can get better than him. It still makes me sad sometimes to think about all the good memories that we shared together because he was my best friend. And to end on bad terms. I dont think we will ever be friends. I'm not sure we both want to. I just really hope it works out with me and this guy. Well i'm going to go to bed. I have a busy day tomorrow!
My love life- is great! I'm talking to this who is one of the most amazing people I will ever know. He is such a god person and I am totally crazy about him! We are taking things slow but he is somone I definitely want to date. Like it crazy that I like him this much and we are not even dating. Besides school he is my main focus. He's all i ever think about. I get butterflies. I never thought I would ever be able to have strong feelings for someone like this after Tom. Everything happens for a reason I guess. It just crazy to think about me and Tom and how close we use to be. Like I wanted to get married to this kid. I thought he was the one for me. It took me a really long time to realize he's not and that I can get better than him. It still makes me sad sometimes to think about all the good memories that we shared together because he was my best friend. And to end on bad terms. I dont think we will ever be friends. I'm not sure we both want to. I just really hope it works out with me and this guy. Well i'm going to go to bed. I have a busy day tomorrow!