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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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9:16 pm - L is for the way you Look at me.
I dont really wanna do anything anymore.
I dont wanna drink.
I dont wanna smoke.
I dont wanna sleep.
I dont wanna leave.
I dont wanna work.
I dont wanna cry.
I dont wanna scream.
N O T H I N G.
Ijustwanttoskate.
thats all i want.
i want to skate and hangout with a cute boy that i like,and he likes me back.
then we will go get frozen yogurt and he will keep me warm because i will be cold. since the yogurts frozen and all.
I guess thats a little bit more than skating.....
but still.
Im such a confused girl that its hard to figure out what it really is that i want. or i know what i want im just too stupid to actually go for it.
Im not sure which one but it is 1 of those. maybe its both.
i would like to be happy. because i havent been happy since the last time i was with him.
i dont get why he is so nice to me. but i think this time i will let a boy be nice to me and i will be just as nice back.
then maybe one day I will love him too. Just like I do (you).he knows who.
only this time i want to do it differently.
how i should of done it in the first place.
wow...now that is an old entry...but it makes me smile to know that jon is that boy i was talking about so long ago and i didnt even know it would be him.
I Love You Jon.
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9:16 pm - L is for the way you Look at me.
I dont really wanna do anything anymore.
I dont wanna drink.
I dont wanna smoke.
I dont wanna sleep.
I dont wanna leave.
I dont wanna work.
I dont wanna cry.
I dont wanna scream.
N O T H I N G.
Ijustwanttoskate.
thats all i want.
i want to skate and hangout with a cute boy that i like,and he likes me back.
then we will go get frozen yogurt and he will keep me warm because i will be cold. since the yogurts frozen and all.
I guess thats a little bit more than skating.....
but still.
Im such a confused girl that its hard to figure out what it really is that i want. or i know what i want im just too stupid to actually go for it.
Im not sure which one but it is 1 of those. maybe its both.
i would like to be happy. because i havent been happy since the last time i was with him.
i dont get why he is so nice to me. but i think this time i will let a boy be nice to me and i will be just as nice back.
then maybe one day I will love him too. Just like I do (you).he knows who.
only this time i want to do it differently.
how i should of done it in the first place.
wow...now that is an old entry...but it makes me smile to know that jon is that boy i was talking about so long ago and i didnt even know it would be him.
I Love You Jon.