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I'm a total believer in Carma. I just don't get how I literally try and go out of my way to help others and I continuously get screwed over. Not someone in specific but just in general. I sincerely have no idea how/why I am so mis-fortunate. Is it the fact that I expect positive outcomes because I try so hard to be a positive outcome? I guess I just don't understand how that works...I'm having a lot of thoughts bounce around in my already FILLED head of mine.
Thanksgiving is coming up. I am very excited to have a break. The girls and I are traveling to Palm Desert to get away. I am truly hoping it's a vacation that is rejuvenating. I'm having so many inward struggles that it will be nice to just space out for awhile. I hope the opposite effect doesn't occur and I end up thinking too in depth of all my struggles. Soon Christmas will be here, and I am extremely excited about it! I'll be home for a whole week. I sincerely hope that week is stress free. A lot of times going home can be the complete opposite of relaxing and fun. It can easily turn into a nightmare and an awful time. I truly hope my friends are understanding to the fact there are so many of them I want to see, just not sure if time will prevail.
This past weekend Barrett came to visit SoCal. It was an awesome time indeed. I felt heart broken when he left though. He sent me a BBM letting me know he was feeling the same and my heart just went out to him. I know how he feels about being stuck in a career you are not crazy about and feeling trapped and overwhelmed. Bryce said he is glad Bear is having those feelings. Not to be malicious but instead so Barrett mans up and makes the changes he needs to in order to be out here and happy. They both have used Bryce's birthday, July 31st, to be the goal for Barrett's move. I'm crossing my fingers.
Well my heads on a mission to confuse me tonight. I'm all over the map. So I'll leave you with a quote of from Bryce,
"Just put out whatever you want in the universe, and it will conspire to help you!"
The truest of statements. What would I do without you both? ♥
Thanksgiving is coming up. I am very excited to have a break. The girls and I are traveling to Palm Desert to get away. I am truly hoping it's a vacation that is rejuvenating. I'm having so many inward struggles that it will be nice to just space out for awhile. I hope the opposite effect doesn't occur and I end up thinking too in depth of all my struggles. Soon Christmas will be here, and I am extremely excited about it! I'll be home for a whole week. I sincerely hope that week is stress free. A lot of times going home can be the complete opposite of relaxing and fun. It can easily turn into a nightmare and an awful time. I truly hope my friends are understanding to the fact there are so many of them I want to see, just not sure if time will prevail.
This past weekend Barrett came to visit SoCal. It was an awesome time indeed. I felt heart broken when he left though. He sent me a BBM letting me know he was feeling the same and my heart just went out to him. I know how he feels about being stuck in a career you are not crazy about and feeling trapped and overwhelmed. Bryce said he is glad Bear is having those feelings. Not to be malicious but instead so Barrett mans up and makes the changes he needs to in order to be out here and happy. They both have used Bryce's birthday, July 31st, to be the goal for Barrett's move. I'm crossing my fingers.
Well my heads on a mission to confuse me tonight. I'm all over the map. So I'll leave you with a quote of from Bryce,
"Just put out whatever you want in the universe, and it will conspire to help you!"
The truest of statements. What would I do without you both? ♥