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[hollywood32]

well i just received a freaken saturdays detention today for that stupid "hunger lunch" student council, amnesty and the JPI team put on last week. our school is sooo gay, i swear, i cant wait to leave...but on a happier note, the musical is fast approaching. getting a little nervous but mostly anxious to see joel and my friends and family out in the audience. jake probably wont be attending, but i kinda of expected him not to just because something always comes up. but this year its out of his control. i've been working for this for years it seems like. i just hope i dont fuck it up. i'm hoping this wont be the last show i'm in. but at this point all i can do is hope. i'm still waiting to hear back from western theater, my hopes arent set too high because i know reality will just throw them down. but still, i am hoping. grandma's doing well, better than she has been in a while so i'm pleased to hear that. but pray for danielle, her grandfather had just passed away, i'm sorry D and i love you. well "drama" is still falling down the stairs of foley. so many people have their heads in others business that its a wonder there are still a FEW secrets floating around. well guys, almost 2 months left and then its audios foley! and hello college life! oooh and jessica...dont worry were all on your side and here for you. just remember...you have morals!!

*I'm really getting sick of feeling this way, worthless to you. I feel that i have been putting off so many things because i am waiting for you. well i'm done waiting...if you dont come around, and i mean soon, my wait is over...you can forget about everything because its starting to cut deeper and deeper and i am getting more fet up with it all.