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*just go with te flow...plans never work out how you intended them to*
-now there is something i try and live by at a day to day basis. i guess the one thing i really wish i could do is just live in the moment. i'm one of those people who never ever do anything unless i analyze it completely, take a look at where i could be in 6, 7, or 8 months from then. and, only then...after considering the consequences very carefully....do i make a decision. it bites. i need to learn how to loosen up and relax. to just enjoy being in the moment. lately though i have been trying. but then i feel like i'm trying too hard to have fun. that i'm not having the fun i should be having. i hate my head...and i think way too much. and not all of it are thoughts of intellegence...just thoughts...and i need to stop. so i can be brain-dead for a second. think about nothing. not about consequences. not about life in 6 months from now. only about the present. today. where i am. and how i am going to make the best of it. so now...i try...harder.
*me*
-now there is something i try and live by at a day to day basis. i guess the one thing i really wish i could do is just live in the moment. i'm one of those people who never ever do anything unless i analyze it completely, take a look at where i could be in 6, 7, or 8 months from then. and, only then...after considering the consequences very carefully....do i make a decision. it bites. i need to learn how to loosen up and relax. to just enjoy being in the moment. lately though i have been trying. but then i feel like i'm trying too hard to have fun. that i'm not having the fun i should be having. i hate my head...and i think way too much. and not all of it are thoughts of intellegence...just thoughts...and i need to stop. so i can be brain-dead for a second. think about nothing. not about consequences. not about life in 6 months from now. only about the present. today. where i am. and how i am going to make the best of it. so now...i try...harder.
*me*