Rest In Peace, Heather...
So, late Thursday night my cousin Heather passed away. She was only 23. The other day she fell, and was jabbed in the side by a chair. When they took her to the hospital on Thursday, she was bleeding internally. She later formed a bloodclot that taveled to her heart, and killed her. I am so sad. I am going to miss her a lot. There was no reason why she sould have died...
Dude, I am crying while I am like writing this thing write now... I don't think I am going to be able to go to the funeral next week, because it is in North Carolina, because that is where Heather lived. It makes me sad, because I want to go, so I can say Goodbye, but my parents won't let me. They say I have to stay in school and take my tests, and be at my concerts. I don't really care about them anymore. Stupid tests and concerts shouldn't matter right now. Since I can't go see her one last time, I will say what I want to say now:
I am going to miss you, Heather. Even though I haven't seen you in several months, I still talked to you online every now and then. When I just imed you before, obviously you didn't answer. I guess Carrie signed you on and put an away message up about how you passed away, and about your funeral arrangements. I wish I could go to your funeral. Over the years, I had a lot of fun with you! It's going to suck, not seeing your flaming red hair when the family comes to visit us. I am going to try and "waaalk the daaag", but it's gonna be hard! Ya know, with my New Yorker accent, it sounds something like "walkin the dawg"! Haha! That was our thing! lol. It doesn't make me feel any better laughing, though. It's so hard to believe you are gone. It hit me like a bag of bricks. I was crying at school yesterday, just because I couldn't believe it. I am sorry your daddy couldn't be with you when you left. I know he would have, if he could have, but he is on his way home now. I feel bad for him, especially... You were one of my coolest cousins! I think all of my cousins are cool, but since I have 45 of them, some stand out more than others! I don't know what to say, our realtionship was indescribable... If I think of anything more, I will update again... I love you! One more thing,...don't forget me...
Heather Lee Hawkins 2/14/81- 12/16/04 <3<3<3<3
P.S.- Sorry Alyssa, about your cat...:(
i WiLl SiNg A rEqUiEm...
Dude, I am crying while I am like writing this thing write now... I don't think I am going to be able to go to the funeral next week, because it is in North Carolina, because that is where Heather lived. It makes me sad, because I want to go, so I can say Goodbye, but my parents won't let me. They say I have to stay in school and take my tests, and be at my concerts. I don't really care about them anymore. Stupid tests and concerts shouldn't matter right now. Since I can't go see her one last time, I will say what I want to say now:
I am going to miss you, Heather. Even though I haven't seen you in several months, I still talked to you online every now and then. When I just imed you before, obviously you didn't answer. I guess Carrie signed you on and put an away message up about how you passed away, and about your funeral arrangements. I wish I could go to your funeral. Over the years, I had a lot of fun with you! It's going to suck, not seeing your flaming red hair when the family comes to visit us. I am going to try and "waaalk the daaag", but it's gonna be hard! Ya know, with my New Yorker accent, it sounds something like "walkin the dawg"! Haha! That was our thing! lol. It doesn't make me feel any better laughing, though. It's so hard to believe you are gone. It hit me like a bag of bricks. I was crying at school yesterday, just because I couldn't believe it. I am sorry your daddy couldn't be with you when you left. I know he would have, if he could have, but he is on his way home now. I feel bad for him, especially... You were one of my coolest cousins! I think all of my cousins are cool, but since I have 45 of them, some stand out more than others! I don't know what to say, our realtionship was indescribable... If I think of anything more, I will update again... I love you! One more thing,...don't forget me...
Heather Lee Hawkins 2/14/81- 12/16/04 <3<3<3<3
P.S.- Sorry Alyssa, about your cat...:(
i WiLl SiNg A rEqUiEm...