Oct 13, 2005 21:25
Everyone is being really sketch lately....Brian is in town right now and its kinda weird..i dont want it to be..but it is...I feel like I'm alone right now...Meagan is off doing her own thing with Johanna and other people..I'm going over to college station soon with Jamie and Dustin to go to Ryan's apartment to hang out and shit...and Idk..this week has just been weird...its like I'm an outcast trying to fit in somewhere, somehow...
Jill's coming home soon..I'm excited...
I just want to be 5 again and play with my toys and not have to worry about my future, my friends, my problems, my health or anything...can I rewind my life and try it all over again cuz i know for sure it will be a hell of a lot different with what knowledge I have now....but I cant do that...so game over!