(no subject)
I just had to share this cuz it just felt amazing...
So Clayton randomly desides that he wants to talk to me again after not talking to me since may. but since last time we stopped talking i had convinced myself that it was off for good and i really have no feelings for him anymore at all, but i guess he hasnt or he just broke up with his girlfriend again and remembered oh yea there's Holly. but because he hasnt accepted that its off forever he doesnt think that i should feel that way.
So this is what I did...Ok well we were talking for a coupls hrs and he was telling me how he missed the hanging out and shit, and telling me how we had fun we used to have. and i basically told him how that while i did agree that we have had a lot of fun but that it was a long time ago and i havent even thought about him for a long time and i dont feel the same as I did before. He just expected me to be the same and still want to talk to him and shit when I really am not. He really wanted me to go on cam and he knows that he's the only one i would go on cam with and i even told him that its still true (and like you know what i mean more than him just watching me type) But i only did that for him b4 but i dont feel the same way now that i did then. So i just went on to show him how i looked and he wanted more, so i teased him like really really good and he was getting excited and i knew he was happy thinking he got what he wanted so then...BAM!!! i told him that he doesnt deserve it and he doesnt even deserve to talk to me and i blocked him and didnt even wait to see what he said
BURN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA you dont even know how amazing that felt, major heel turn!
So Clayton randomly desides that he wants to talk to me again after not talking to me since may. but since last time we stopped talking i had convinced myself that it was off for good and i really have no feelings for him anymore at all, but i guess he hasnt or he just broke up with his girlfriend again and remembered oh yea there's Holly. but because he hasnt accepted that its off forever he doesnt think that i should feel that way.
So this is what I did...Ok well we were talking for a coupls hrs and he was telling me how he missed the hanging out and shit, and telling me how we had fun we used to have. and i basically told him how that while i did agree that we have had a lot of fun but that it was a long time ago and i havent even thought about him for a long time and i dont feel the same as I did before. He just expected me to be the same and still want to talk to him and shit when I really am not. He really wanted me to go on cam and he knows that he's the only one i would go on cam with and i even told him that its still true (and like you know what i mean more than him just watching me type) But i only did that for him b4 but i dont feel the same way now that i did then. So i just went on to show him how i looked and he wanted more, so i teased him like really really good and he was getting excited and i knew he was happy thinking he got what he wanted so then...BAM!!! i told him that he doesnt deserve it and he doesnt even deserve to talk to me and i blocked him and didnt even wait to see what he said
BURN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA you dont even know how amazing that felt, major heel turn!