Not Letting Go
As hard as I have been trying I can't let go of the past. And yes Sarah I know that no matter what you do you can't go back, it will never happened again and things will never be the same.
But the memories are still there and sometimes remembering helps and makes me happy other times it just brings pain cause it reminds me how much that I have lost.
In no particular order....
I miss having like 20 S&H weekends in a row...
I miss Clayton
I miss having lots of fun with Avrin and other peeps...
I miss spending too much time at Vily's house...
I miss Triple H and Stepahnie together...LOL HAD TO
I miss my friendship with Melissa before it got complicated with guys...
I miss getting drunk all over the Greater Toronto Area and making out with SarahBella...hahaha proud moments right there
I MISS STEFAN
I miss doing stupid stuff like puttin makeup on Ivaylo and just having fun with my friends...
I miss this...whatever is it...
And just so much more I won't go on, I think everyone gets the idea.
Sarah called me from Amy's house while they were drunk at like 2am last night, and I told her an idea that I was thinking about doing for my birthday. But even though I was thinking about the past a lot, maybe it should stay that way and I should just forget about it and try to move on.
But the memories are still there and sometimes remembering helps and makes me happy other times it just brings pain cause it reminds me how much that I have lost.
In no particular order....
I miss having like 20 S&H weekends in a row...
I miss Clayton
I miss having lots of fun with Avrin and other peeps...
I miss spending too much time at Vily's house...
I miss Triple H and Stepahnie together...LOL HAD TO
I miss my friendship with Melissa before it got complicated with guys...
I miss getting drunk all over the Greater Toronto Area and making out with SarahBella...hahaha proud moments right there
I MISS STEFAN
I miss doing stupid stuff like puttin makeup on Ivaylo and just having fun with my friends...
I miss this...whatever is it...
And just so much more I won't go on, I think everyone gets the idea.
Sarah called me from Amy's house while they were drunk at like 2am last night, and I told her an idea that I was thinking about doing for my birthday. But even though I was thinking about the past a lot, maybe it should stay that way and I should just forget about it and try to move on.