Is that why you have let me go...

Dec 10, 2005 03:32

where are all the christmas movies this year? did someone steal them from the tv stations? i've only watched how the grinch stole christmas ONCE! No Elf! NO Christmas Story! NO IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE!! and even though i own some of these movies that's NOT the point. something feels weird.

i feel like i've lost a little piece of my heart. i wait anxiously for christmas all year. perhaps time, stress, and just getting older has gotten the best of me. did i let christmas let me go? i didn't even tell it to, did i? i don't know where it is. the thing that feels uneasy to me is that it's going to be gone soon and what if i don't find it in time.

quoting little cindy lou who, i ask, "where are you christmas, why can't i find you?"

perhaps i must start w/ a heart search...
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