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[hollyster]

-You never knew I built you up to be the greatest thing that'd ever happened to me. You never got a taste of the illusion I'd created.I don't hate you.I've finally just come to terms with what you are.I'd never meet anyone else who'd affect me like you had. I took my image of what I wanted out of a guy and I gave you all those qualities whether you possessed them or not. I made you out to be someone you weren't, and even if you tried to come into my life now, you'd never live up to what I had imagined you as. No one else has affected me like you. No one else has hurt me, pissed me off, or deceived me the way you did. You were always the one to beat, the one to surpass, and I couldn't imagine loving anyone else the way I had loved you-
Its funny how soemthing can just click in your head.. and you come to terms w/certain things.... I'm glad i've realized it all tho.. its all for the best... i know this is a good thing.. yet somehow i feel empty? yet happy... :X