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this has been a lonnnng weekend... and im pretty happy its just about over
i need to figure everything out
i need to find out what really happened...
i need figure out what to do w/shane.... blah.. i know its happening all over again.. not really but still.. like hes being a dick again....he was an ass to me friday night and havent tlaked to him since then.. i should really move away from everything w/him.. and for real this time... cuz all this shit isnt owrth it.. i mean when its good its great, but when its bad its horrible... sean actually descired the situation right on the 'head' hehe... but its not even worth it cause hes leaving in less then 3 months and why get attached and go through all this shit when he'll be gone in a few months..ya know? but i do like him...
hmmph.. alot to think about hmmph..
anyway mike called me last ngiht :D! <3 that kid.. and havent talked to him in over a month... haha i always go running back to him too...we're supposed to hang out sometime this week..yay!
soo friends suck.. i think i've come to accept that.. and i think i know who my true friends are... the few.... and the others? ill be much carefuller around them....psh
well im gonna go shower i smell..
this has been a lonnnng weekend... and im pretty happy its just about over
i need to figure everything out
i need to find out what really happened...
i need figure out what to do w/shane.... blah.. i know its happening all over again.. not really but still.. like hes being a dick again....he was an ass to me friday night and havent tlaked to him since then.. i should really move away from everything w/him.. and for real this time... cuz all this shit isnt owrth it.. i mean when its good its great, but when its bad its horrible... sean actually descired the situation right on the 'head' hehe... but its not even worth it cause hes leaving in less then 3 months and why get attached and go through all this shit when he'll be gone in a few months..ya know? but i do like him...
hmmph.. alot to think about hmmph..
anyway mike called me last ngiht :D! <3 that kid.. and havent talked to him in over a month... haha i always go running back to him too...we're supposed to hang out sometime this week..yay!
soo friends suck.. i think i've come to accept that.. and i think i know who my true friends are... the few.... and the others? ill be much carefuller around them....psh
well im gonna go shower i smell..