Insomniac
The past couple nights I haven't been able to sleep at all, I think I'm making myself sick by worrying, and it's over stupid stuff. Worried about the move, worried about moving in with my parents again, worried about loosing all friendships and connections I made here, worried about how things are gonna go at D'Youville, wirried about working at BJ's again, worried about my future and where my college career is going to take me, worried about fitting into my group again, worried about my mom...she just started her radiation treatment, worried I'm never gonna be this close to my Aunt and Cousin again, worried about how I'm going to fit all my shit into my new tiny room at home..lol...I really think I have like 10 times the amount of stuff I came down with, and worried about if I'm ever gonna be able to live down here again or if destiny gave me this one chance and I fucked it up. I have to stop worrying.