Back in good ole michigan
Well I finally came back from Chicago after 8 days. It was scary driving back by myself, I got lost in the southside of Chicago, haha, what a great place to get lost. But, I called Heidi and she got me back on track thank god! I didn't really do much while I was there besides interviews and looking for a place to live. Its wierd, I've been looking Chicago for about 3 weeks now and I've gotten more calls in those three weeks than I have the whole time i've been applying in Michigan, just goes to show. I did realize something this week though, I tend to neglect my friends. I know, what took me so long to realize, right? I, by no means, mean to hurt any of my friends but for some reason I do. Its almost like I don't see it or something. Hopefully now that i'm realizing it more I can try to be a better friend. Everybody has a downfall right, well that must be one of my bigger ones. Ahhh, but then I have a huge problem confronting the issue cause I know i'm in the wrong and I don't want to sit there and be told over and over again that I am. Oh well, there is always time for change. Anyway, today I hung out with johnathan and went to halloween USA to look for a costume, but of course, no luck here. At least johnathan got something (haha). UGH I have so much on my mind right now and its driving me crazy! This whole moving thing I just want done and over with, I need a job really bad, I don't want my car anymore, I'm a crappy friend, i'm having trouble sleeping, I have no money, I need a shrink appt but have no insurance, BUT even though I have all that on my mind I am much better off now that I was about a month ago when I worked at RAC. GOD I am still sooooooo glad i'm out of there! I think I say that everytime. Well, I guess i'm gonna go try to fall asleep and hopefully get off my lazy ass tomorrow and do all the things that I HAVE to get done.