Dec 04, 2004 19:39
Happy Saturday night everyone. I just got back from Fashion Island for my mom's birthday. Fun stuff.. I always forget that it's kind of like a different world down there. I'm a dork, I know. Whatever.
Things have been ok lately. I've felt more content and at peace about things.. not as worried about understanding everything and better at trusting. I know all those things are direct answers to prayer that was aided by some of you. A few in particular that I know of. Thank you so much for your prayers... I appreciate it so so sooo much. You're amazing. I go in on Tuesday to get the results from the blood tests the doctor had me get. I'm kind of scared because the doctor's office called the other day saying that I needed to schedule an appointment because the doctor wanted to discuss my test results. Doesn't that usually mean something bad? Please pray about that for me. I'll be totally thankful if I finally find out a cause for being so darn anemic... because that means I'll be able to do the right things to fix it and maybe, just maybeeeeeeee, I'll feel like a normal human being and have energy like the rest of the world. That would be sooooo great.
Anyway, I feel... calm. That's the only way to really describe it. Last night I hung out with Mark and Dan. It was amazing. We bought great food from Vons and watched Moulin Rouge. Cherry Cheesecake Newtons, French Toast and Hot Fudge Sundae Pop Tarts.. Cinnabon Popcorn, Hawaiian Punch candy. Vons is fun. The most fun I've had in a long time, for sure. Thanks for hanging out guys. :) I was super hyper and giddy last night and ate fries for the first time in forever. Peacefulness can be a weird thing sometimes..
Sorry for being so random.
..that leads me through valleys of sorrow to rivers of joy.