Hmm...
Well... life has been an intereting ride lately. For some reason today I feel really good. I'm still a little tired, as usual... I'm not overly happy or anything. Just.. I don't know, content, I guess. Something just feels good about today. I slept really well last night. I love sleep.
This weekend was great. It was awesome having Aaron home! Don Jose's, the spontaneously bleeding curse from Muy Muy, Kevin's "Housewarming"...Cheese dogs in a blanket and yummy coldstone, Church, Taco Bell, guitars and the park. I think that's seriously the best weekend I've had in a while. It's nice to be around people.. although I wish Sarah and Kim would've hung out with us more too!
God's been filling me with peace little by little lately. In some ways, it makes absolutely no sense to me. Like.. there have been situations and stuff that normally would stress me out or make me upset. It seems that this peace came out of nowhere and whacked me upside the head. I'm not complaining. I love when God blesses me with peace. I think it may be my favorite blessing. Especially when I'm not sure I deserve it... I feel like God's working a lot lately. On my heart, as well as on the hearts of my friends. That's so encouraging to see... so envigorating. I'm a little confused about some stuff at the moment, though... partially because of this peace... if that makes any sense. So yeah, if you guys could pray that God would give me clarity of feelings and wisdom in my decisions that would be great. : )
I thought i did what's right I thought i had the answer I thought i chose the surest road But that road led me here So i put up a fight And told You how to help me And just when i had given up The truth is coming clear Chorus For You know better than I You know the way I've let go, the need to know why Cause You know better than I If this has been a test I cannot see the reason But maybe knowin', I don't know Is part of gettin through I try to do what's best And faith has made it easy To see the best thing I can do Is put my faith in You Chorus I saw one cloud and thought it was the sky I saw a bird and thought that I could follow But it was You who taught them how to fly If I let you reach me, will You teach me For You know better than I You know the way I've let go, the need to know why I'll take what answer You supply Cause You know better than I