hollyplace

look i would never do anything that would deireckly hurt you but i really dont think you get it please stop posting thing about me you have a bunch of friends that can read everything you post  AGAIN .... i have no friends on here ... what you wrote i will never forgive and i made it cler and what did you do high light it really i fucking hate you ( ... )

im going crazy again so imma end this and go smoke xx

I cant stop

• Mar. 2nd, 2010 at 6:22 PM

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about to but right now im kindof mad bc i told him i was trying to wright everything down to get it off my cheast so i can think do i really want to move and give up everything i have here to see if what i fear will come true....... and im no where done and he tells me he can not find me then i get txt msg how he desided for me and the devorse is n ( ... )

i cant spand his friends the bitch says she is gonna kick kill or slapp me if that bitch only know but i got a rule if ur 2 or more points below me ill walk ha ha lol only my bro prob knows what im talking about

ok my laptop is getting HOT  so im not done still i will post again soon holly

im afread to moved not just n with him but to ky

i dont like being told what i can or can not or should or should not do ... i have never liked that no matter who it was i felt like i gave him 100% of my trust and i didnt get the same like i had to earn his trust  i felt like i was post to live this borning ass life i felt like i was n troble when i went and had more then one drink after work  ( ... )

ok so that nite on new years all i could think is im home and this is what i have to look forword to its cold, quit, and alone and i could stop thinking this is what my life is going to be( i was mad that he was asleep but i also knew he was getting his lil girl n the morning so how mad could i be and i keep going back and forth till i found myself ( ... )

ok this is what im thinking right now like i cant make up my mind on what i want to do what i need to do what i will do what i should do what i shouldnt do ............... i feel like if you ask for help and the wrong person hears no good but i also know sometimes fuck im getting off  feel like im going crazy again i just i would have never got ( ... )