Marriage and My thoughts on it
Eventually I want to get married. And I want the Groom to be Chet. However, he's already had the experience of walking down the isle, and now that the first time failed he really doesn't want to do it again.
I'm worried, because marriage wasn't really ever adream of mine, until I met him. And now every time we are watching a movie, or someone in real life gets married, he gets this weird glazed over look and either says to the tv, "don't do it!! Don't do it!!" And in real life occasions, he goes, " Oh that's stupid of them." Well I think that these are heartless, because just because he and Amber didn't work out, doesn't mean that the whole world is doomed for marriage. There will always be another chance for him to love someone, but he isn't letting himself get over it, so there wont be one.
I think it's wrong of him to take my dream away and trample it with his hurtful words every day. It's like I was on a mountian when I first met him, and all of a sudden I've found myself being pounded into the ground inch by inch. He knocks me out from underneath my feet, and I'm tired of giving and giving for nothing to be returned accept for maybe a few rude comments.
Don't get me wrong. I love him to death. He's a really good man. In other aspects. And I know that she hurt him really badly. It's just hard for me to understand why I should pay for her mistakes. And I shouldn't have to. Not when there are so many other fish in the sea. I guess We'll see what happens.
I'm worried, because marriage wasn't really ever adream of mine, until I met him. And now every time we are watching a movie, or someone in real life gets married, he gets this weird glazed over look and either says to the tv, "don't do it!! Don't do it!!" And in real life occasions, he goes, " Oh that's stupid of them." Well I think that these are heartless, because just because he and Amber didn't work out, doesn't mean that the whole world is doomed for marriage. There will always be another chance for him to love someone, but he isn't letting himself get over it, so there wont be one.
I think it's wrong of him to take my dream away and trample it with his hurtful words every day. It's like I was on a mountian when I first met him, and all of a sudden I've found myself being pounded into the ground inch by inch. He knocks me out from underneath my feet, and I'm tired of giving and giving for nothing to be returned accept for maybe a few rude comments.
Don't get me wrong. I love him to death. He's a really good man. In other aspects. And I know that she hurt him really badly. It's just hard for me to understand why I should pay for her mistakes. And I shouldn't have to. Not when there are so many other fish in the sea. I guess We'll see what happens.