Dreams made to forget and a mood for sorrows company.
Dreams scream throughout the night. Keeping me awake, and causing my eyelids to feel the weight of a million feathers the next morning. These dreams are made to be forgotten, because they may take him away. These thoughts; these subconscious feelings are just a phase and must pass.
Sorrow/shame grips my soul this morning; leaving me lost in an abyss. floating on and on through these dark cold waves. clinging to the hope that someday this icy water will lead me to a hot spring to cleanse me of my sadness. But today it is cold, and crashing. I feel as though I may drown.
Why must I long for something that I cannot have this second; to happen right now? White dress and red roses. Diamond ring, it all symbolizes a commitment that is pure, true and unmoving. Insecurities, long to be fed by something this permanent. But when actually contemplated, dreams of others dance through my head. I'm not ready for that yet. Patience. Patience is what I need!! OH icy water splash into my face, to wash these dreams from my head. For not yet am I ready. NOT YET. I long for something more, because comfortability has escaped me. I must be comfortable where I'm at in the present in order to move forward. NO more running! NO more. Let the icy water engulf me. and soon it will be warm with love.
Sorrow/shame grips my soul this morning; leaving me lost in an abyss. floating on and on through these dark cold waves. clinging to the hope that someday this icy water will lead me to a hot spring to cleanse me of my sadness. But today it is cold, and crashing. I feel as though I may drown.
Why must I long for something that I cannot have this second; to happen right now? White dress and red roses. Diamond ring, it all symbolizes a commitment that is pure, true and unmoving. Insecurities, long to be fed by something this permanent. But when actually contemplated, dreams of others dance through my head. I'm not ready for that yet. Patience. Patience is what I need!! OH icy water splash into my face, to wash these dreams from my head. For not yet am I ready. NOT YET. I long for something more, because comfortability has escaped me. I must be comfortable where I'm at in the present in order to move forward. NO more running! NO more. Let the icy water engulf me. and soon it will be warm with love.