Frustration.
Hollz Anderson
So is there a reason us Anderson's were defriended? Just out of curiosity
Mad Rapper
Of course. I deleted a bunch of people. If you look at my posts from march 15 to april 15 I told everyone I was going to delete them if they didn't comment on a post. If people weren't interacting then I wasn't going to just have people being nosy on my fb. I don't know how much easier I could make it for you guys. You don't have to write to me anymore. If you guys want to get ahold of me then you could either text me or find me on fb and I still don't hear shit from you guys for months. It's nothing personal but I figured if you guys aren't ever on here or don't want to talk to me for some reason then why bother. I've ben trying to do shit with my music and need help, not busy bodies. And when I tried to send Dev a couple of beats he complained about how they weren't what he wanted knowing the fuckin trouble I go through to make them. That shit had me hot too. And before you say anything about Drea being responsible for me ignoring you, I was the last one to write to you, I've called you and you don't answer so I figured you know how to reach me. I post, comment and like every thing that comes on my news feed so I'm not ignoring anyone. Ask Leean or joset
Hollz Anderson
I figured that was why. I deliberately didn't post on it because I wanted to see if I fell into the category of people who don't matter because they don't follow your instruction or because I'm not a "faithful" follower of every post. I don't get on here half as often as one might think, and I guess i wanted to see if just being your family would matter enough that I don't have to respond to what I feel is some bs ultimatum post. But now I know where I stand and it's good to know that my loyalty to your music or Facebook posts determines whether I'm even worthy enough to be my own brother's friend on Facebook. I'm not mad though..so don't take me wrong. I've learned to accept the fact that no matter what I do, I'll never live up to yours, moms or dads expectations. I overhear the conversations all the time about how I never pulled my weight when I lived at home, and how I don't do shit at the office. Kinda sad when your own family talks about you when they don't think you're listening. I'd rather you all told me to my face instead of me having to hear it accidentally from down the hall. I've learned to just keep my life as separate as possible so that you guys can't expect anything of me and I won't constantly disappoint. You seem perfectly happy now, and I highly doubt that any more interaction from me to you would even make a difference in your level of happiness. I'm not so full of myself that I actually think I mean that much to make that big of a difference to anyone's life other than Dev, so it's no hard feelings at all. It just is what it is
Mad Rapper
Nothing I say will change what you think and it wasn't an ultimatum cause you dont comment on "every" post. It's that you guys dont comment on "any" post. I thought that being friends and family would get me some sort of support. If I was there I'd be helping you with your projects and you know it so don't start. I'm even fuckin trying to help dev from here. But if thats how you feel and you think I dont care about you then fuck you. You think it's fun having someone disappear for fifteen fuckin years when you need them the most? I know I fucked up but I try to be there for you guys. You only hear half of those talks. You dont hear me standing up for you on the other end.