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I'm tired. I'm moody. It's not that time of month.. I think i just stayed up too late last night. Last night for the first time I actually got kinda upset with Robbie.. It was stupid really, but it happened. Last night he and I were supposed to do our own things, and tonight we were gonna spend some time together... but last second his plans fell through so he called me. I thought he just really wanted something to do, so I invited him to come out with my friend Jennifer and I. Well the night ends and I give him a kiss goodbye and tell him I'll see him tomorrow, and he says, "No... since I didn't hang out with my brother tonight we're doing it tomorrow." Which makes sense, but I didn't realize that we were trading nights.. I just thought he was tagging along so he wouldn't be bored. We didn't really get any quality time together.. He was kinda just there while my friend and I hung out, and I was really looking forward to just relaxing and cuddling with him tonight. I tried not to let him see that it bothered me. I don't want to be the nagging clingy girlfriend. He just kinda left me with nothing to do on my friday night.. but I decided to just let it go.. He said he'd call me when he got done and maybe we could do something kinda late.. Which is fine because someone asked me to babysit tonight and I need the money. So I guess it all works out, but I don't want to be his "whenever he doesn't have anything else to do" girl. If he makes plans with me he ought to keep them... But.. it is his brother, whom he has a good relationship with and I don't want to come between that. He doesn't get to hang out with him very often, so I guess it's a sacrifice that I should be willing to make.